Saturday, 21 February 2009

  • Let Downs

    So I know that I am probably most definitely being a complete crazy girl that every father warns their sons to stay away from, but as you start a new relationship and everything is going perfect something always comes up that blindsides you and you find yourself thinking...is this what I really want? Well before I go on any further I did ask myself that question and yes this is still what I want. I'm not going to go into details about this, it really isn't my place to, but finding something out that you know you can't handle is scary. It made me realize that this could potentially cause the relationship to come to a halt and I was so scared that it would. I knew that he wouldn't be the one to say it's over because you can't accept this. I knew that if it came to that it would be on my account. It is weird though, right when you think you have someone figured out boom...that is when it hits me. Now he did tell me about this issue early on into the relationship and I was like oh well that sucks and I didn't think anything of it, but last night seeing him act on that issue, even though I said it would be okay, it really made me step back and re-exam everything. It is the only flaw I found on this guy and I really don't want it to become an issue because I do love him. He is caring and I know that he would do anything for me. There would definitely be one thing that I would like him to do, but you can't make someone change something that has been in their life for so many years. I just need to accept that he has a flaw and I have to let it be just that...a flaw and nothing bad will happen to us. I am so head over heels for this guy and I don't want to let him go and I am not going to let him slip away from me. He once said that he had been waiting all his life to meet me and he isn't going to let me go that easily. I feel the same way. He has made me so happy and I know that I haven't been this happy since the day I arrived in Florida. So Now that I have gotten this off my chest and it's 3 in the morning and I have to be at work at 6 I think I must retire and get a couple hours of sleep.

    Much Love
    -Jamie-

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    • From: jbos1987
    • Posted: 2/21/2009 2:52 AM

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